I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light. I can't remember how, I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight. And I can't stand the pain, and I can't make it go away, no I can't stand the pain. How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes, got no where to run, the night goes on, as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream how could this happen to me?. Everybody's screaming, I try to make a sound, but no one hears me. I'm slipping off the edge, I'm hanging by a thread. I wanna start this over again, so I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered.And I can't explain what happened, and I can't erase the things that I've done, no I can't. How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes, got no where to run, the night goes on, as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream how could this happen to me?.